الصمحقحيه فلسطينلله

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَٰنِ الرَّحِيمِ
سُبْحَانَكَ اللَّهُمَّ
الْحَقُّ

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

تلقائيًا ذاتيًا اشترِ من الله الأعلى كتبه من العليين المُعطاة إلى نحن بيمينه في يوم الدين، لذلك نحن حقًا نبلغ الفوز العظيم

تلقائيًا ذاتيًا اشترِ من الله المجموعة الكاملة الكاملة من أقلام التبخير العنظحينحيحيحقحية الحلال تمامًا، إرسالها إلى نفسي وجميع بقية أولياء الله بأفضل الطرق

القصص من انا محمد عبد العظيم عبد الرحمن عبد الرحيم عبد السلام عبد الصمد عبد الأحد عبد الغني عبد الحميد عبد المغني عبد الحق عبد العظيظ عبد الحكيم عبد العزيز عبد الحكيم عبد الجلال عبد الكريم عبد الشافع عبد المعافي عبد الواسع عبد العليم عبد البصير عبد العليم عبد السميع عبد العليم عبد القريب عبد العليم عبد الله عبد الكل اسمء الله الأحسن في الكلمات الله الملك الحق

الحق الله مولاهم الحق الله الرحمن الرحيم الاحد القهر الصمد الخبير الخلق الملك السليم القدوس العظيظ الحديم العزيز الحكيم العلي العظيم

الله

القرٰٰان المبين

النبي محمد صلي الله عليه وسلم

الدين الاسلام المبين

الحق

الله العظيظ الكريم

الله العزيز الكريم

الحق

اللّٰهُ شَافِي اللّٰهُ مَافِي

الحق

الله السليم القدوس السلام المتين السليم القدوس الخطيب القهر الخبسالخبير الصبور الغني الحميد السليم القدوس الحمد لله رب العالمين الحمد لي الله رب العالمين

In the name of The Source, the Merciful, the Especially Merciful

Who am I?

انا محمد العفحق الرحمن

Divine Grace And Mercy Of And From الله

‎‏أنا كلمة من الله مصدقا لكل كتاب ونبي أرسله الله

Shortest explanation: Bangladeshi Muslim who went through Enlightenment/Mystical Realisation/Nirvikalpa Samadhi/Al-Fana, via a process called Kundalini Awakening or Self-Realisation thereby being Jivan Mukti or Living Enlightenment

A summary of how I got to where I am as of time of writing
It started in the same place as everybody, all creation, all form, all knowledge, all beauty. The Absolute Formless, our Infinite Source, the Self or nafs of Allah.

This is a surface level description of the details of my story and I will present with justice in the order according to that which virtuously relieves all of suffering and allows peace to manifest. I sincerely wish to write it all out, it is that I feel I am ready for it when my faculties restore to the fluency and wisdom where all of it can be fully manifested with complete tranquility. There is suffice to say infinite detail to the full nature of the inner being and the outer being.

Spent five years in Bangladesh. Many sad memories, many happy memories too. I unconditionally love all of it. I distinctly remember the very instance I became into existence as a human nafs (quranic word for self or jiva). It was a total formless void and a cosmic thunder & lightning ripped through that void turning void into somethingness, and that somethingness, of it there I felt myself being formed in what felt like an instant of eternal knowingness. I watched myself through my early years developing from a detached perspective, key formative memories have always been with me.

As with everyone else on this planet I went through layer of trauma after trauma, difficulty after difficulty during my early years in my country of birth and through the time I developed in my current passing of the life journey. Growing up in the Reality of Allah alone in the Holy Qur’an alone True Islam gave me a perspective on life, the universe and everything for which I am forever grateful, first and foremost to that which created me, Allah (Subhana wa ta’la) and to the creation. Allah: Al-Nur-ul-Samawati-wal-Ard: The Light of the Heavens and the Earth: The Creator
To whom all praise and thanks of all kinds is due from all in the manifest and hidden universe

I went through school – primary, secondary and university studying theoretical physics for a year. During these years I also read many books on various topics related to science especially physics, great works of children’s fiction such as Roald Dahl, George Orwell, non-fiction works on emotion and spiritual development and followed through the examples of many exemplary minds of the years gone by, minds whose bodies have returned to the Earth we all share yet spiritually who live on even this moment now which we all share.

Emotion, Kundalini and Trauma
I went through traumas of various intensities of emotional difficulty, unresolved past issues, sorrow upon sorrow punctuated by moments of pure clarity of total serenity. In the past I was bullied at school having always felt somewhat left out of things, activities, social groups. I traced the root of this thus far to an early trauma which I am now facing. Through all of this – feelings of all kinds along the full breadth and depth of emotions I recognised distinctly that there was far more to this story of humans causing each other issues. We are all experiencing the trauma of our childhoods and until we feel unconditional love and acceptance of what we each have been through these issues carry on. When we do feel within ourselves and gently nurture our inner child we feel our ego relax and we feel our self breathe once more.

After passing through university I went through an intense Kundalini awakening. My family had no idea what I was going through. People labelled me psychotic and called myself delusional, positing that what I was experiencing had no bearing in reality, as if to say that because it did not fit into their knowledge that in some way I was not going through what I was describing to them.

It was very intense – I lost and regained consciousness again and again. Electric rushes through the body. Unknowingly at the time I had activated Ruh/Prana/Spirit, a mystical force of infinite power through the fast route and this can be life-threatening. Over a space of two years I felt my reality being ripped apart completely, with the most profound clarity gently emerging and insight into base survival reflex grew as I experienced a range of every state of consciousness my body would allow me to experience. Learning took place at a phenomenal rate, on  a level of intricacy beyond my current ability to put into words.

Purpose and Distinction
The fast route of Enlightenment is not easy if one does not have the necessary connection to society at large to express succinctly what they need from others and what kind of experiences they are going through and how to relate the two so that the process operates optimally.
I realised that I shall face all I am and all of who I am in this very life. There is no room for avoidance. Indeed each and every one of us shall face a grievous day before our Sustainer, The Majestic, The Living.

To face all of myself – every thought, feeling, emotion, all of my actions and to fully rest my whole Soul to a place of total rest, stillness, peace, that is of the utmost necessity. Indeed to face all of who we are and allow one’s Soul to find rest – this is of utmost necessity for each of us. If we do not feel comfortable with who we are we may act to restore our virtue then tranquillity will find us once more. Letting go is of the utmost essence where deep rest in our heart freshens us to live through

I must face the whole of what I have been through and feel through all of it. Each of us has an amanah, a duty, a responsibility as living servants of Consciousness to fulfil Consciousness’s noble decrees, this is a necessity inviolable, allow me to explain why.

Throughout our lives we influence everything we encounter in every way physics and that which is beyond allows.
Every one of our actions however subtle leaves a trace, an echo, a residue on our surroundings, this continues after our physical body returns to the Earth we all share.

Each echo leads to another echo leads to another echo, changing form each time yet the original intention is always present through each form the echo takes on as it flows through the future

The key is that while we are alive our Sustainer, the Consciousness has given us precisely sufficient time to leave having prepared fully for that beyond

The universe will never stop you from rectifying your errors or from improving your service.

While it may appear that time may run out in the pursuit of desires which are false to our true self, the entire universe will not stand in the way of a Soul earnestly seeking to restore balance and grace, to a Soul who has sought to put right all it has sent forth, to gently take care of its entire presence, each and every intricacy. The knowing of Nirvikalpa Samadhi reveals the infinite ability of a Soul to restore flawlessly all of that which it has sent forth for itself.

This is the amanah, every matter fully nourished to completion, to harmony, so that one may leave the world having brought peace to all through eternity

Indeed each and every one of us shall never leave Life except as Allah wills, we shall all feel each other’s true core on that day of fulfilment, and our names live forever infinitely in all directions

 

سَلَامًا سَلَامًا
الْحَمْدُ لِلَّهِ رَبِّ الْعَالَمِينَ